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Welcome to my blog about...well...my faith and all other things random. Just documenting my journey through life and following God. I initially began blogging about my faith but this PhD is testing my sanity so now I blog about faith and all other things that keep me sane!

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Faithful in the Rain

Last night was GREAT!  Pastor Andy preached a great sermon which I shall delve into after I get a few rants and raves out the way!

1) I signed up for a showcase! whaaaaaat! Yea so those who know me know I have absolutely no talent other than *drum roll please* being completely awesome #LookAtMeNow!  Anywho I signed up for the showcase at church b/c I found this AWESOME spoken word video on DD's blog and I LOVED it so much that I decided to perform it!  Go me woop woop!...Only thing is auditions are Sat morning at 8am so I only have 2 days to learn and master this thing!  Decided I would try new things this year so yea.  Anywho I shall keep you guys posted..trust me if I make it into finals you'll know.  Yea so auditions are too legit...videotaped and all...if you even make it to the final round (can't believe they even have rounds!)...at least you know that you won't have to sit through people who think they can sing but really can't! This should be entertaining...


2) I have submitted my application to the PhD program in Biomedical Science at Meharry Medical College!  Keep me in your prayers guys!  I'm EXCITED about this...I've been praying about it for a while now and I'm done praying about it...I believe it I receive and that settles it so I'm letting go and I'm watching God! siiiiiiiiiiggghhhhh ....that just felt good to say! 

3)Me and D-Money (self proclaimed nickname of my best friend...lame but you've gotta love this guy) started our Bedside Bible Study Prayer Group last night (yea I made that name up..cool huh?)! woohoo!  It was great we went over Tim 4-6...good stuff.  I LOVE discussing the Word.  I learned so much from what he thought about it and he from what I thought about it.  Amazing how God surely sends you confirmation to assure you that you're on the right track! yasssss!

Okay so service last night was great.  The sermon was titled "Faithful in the Rain!"  Pastor Andy preached from the book of Job and I Corinthians 6.  We talked about how people always say they want the wisdom of Solomon, the heart of David, the faith of Abraham etc etc but no one ever asks for the spirit of Job.  The truth is that we NEED the spirit of Job.  ALL things come from God, both good and bad.  Who are we as Christians to only accept the good?  It's easy to love and praise God when He is blessing you with someTHING but what about when He is still?  "If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? Even 'sinners' love those who love them" Luke 6:32  Surely I praise Him when he is moving in my life but when He is still I continue to do so because I am REMINDED of what He has already done.  We praise Him when the sun is shining but what do you do when the rain comes?  "Some trust in chariots, and some in horses: but we will remember the name of the LORD our God." Psalm 20:7  
Think about this scripture for a second.  During a time of war imagine being surrounded by opposing forces and weapons of all types.  Instead of fleeing and instead of surrendering or thinking that their own chariots or horses would save them, these people REMEMBERED what God had already done for them and KNEW that he would NEVER leave them nor forsake them.  Even while you are going through God is with you.
"35Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? 37No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. " ~Luke 6:35-39

Faith is so much MORE than believing God for someTHING.  We need to be able to worship and praise Him despite our circumstances or situations.  Weeping may endure for the night or maybe a couple of nights but rest assured that joy cometh in the morning.  I praise God because he LOVED me so...He DIED for me, He comforts me and consoles me, He protects and shields me, He saved me...even from myself..  If He NEVER does another thing for me I promise you I will STILL praise Him because He's already done more than enough for me.  I REMEMBER what He did for me.  Also know that there is ALWAYS a reason for things happening in your life....even when you can't recognize what that reason is.  I've wondered about this several times in life and from my own personal experiences it just so happens that maybe years later I'm ministering to someone else about what I've been through.  Often times your ministry is developed through your testimony.  Someone else finds motivation and help in your testimony and becomes delivered.  If God did it for me He will surely do it for you....I truly believe that.  So if you haven't already today take a moment out to tell God THANK YOU for all the things that He has already done for you.  REMEMBER those things.  Show a little love to someone and have a blessed day!  Glad I had the opportunity to share this with you guys!  Peace Out!

-Graham


***O and PS I sent up the most beautiful prayer for my unborn Goddaughter and her parents last night! :)

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Hope you guys are ready!

OK so!  In all seriousness I am probably the world's most sporadic blogger but that is allll about to change!  I used to enjoy writing a lot so I'm going to attempt to get back into it.  Anywho as far as this blog is concerned I will certainly be blogging a lot more.  I've decided that for the next month or so I'm going to get back into vigorously reading the Word.  I'm really excited about this because I feel like I'm on the verge of something...not sure what but I trust God.  I just feel like He's moving in my life and is developing me and I'm excited about it...I'm open.  I'm even more excited because my best friend has decided to join me in doing this and so we've agreed that every night we're going to have our bedside Bible study sessions and go over the Word together!  I think it will bless us both and he's been meaning to do this for a while so yea!  Anywho I'm going to post a few times each week the things that are heavy on my heart and the things I learn along the way as well as the things that he and I read each day.  I'll also be sharing some testimonies with you all and of course I'll include some of my #random rants and raves that have absolutely nothing to do with ...well anything but that's just me...you'll start to notice my randomness if you follow the blog.  As of right now I'm almost certain I'm the only person following this blog but that's cool because truthfully I think I will more so be ministering to myself which is ayyyyyy ok with me in my book.  So yea that's all hope u guys are ready!

Love,
Jess